Well I have to say today has been the best day since then so
  far.
It has been long and stressful to say the least over the past week. But
I have to say we are holding it together and holding the love very much still
and really feel things are moving forward. We believe very strongly that Kiwi is
  moving through some very powerful things not knowing where that will lead us or
  what the next hill will be we still remain in trust. She continued to have
  seizures up until Tuesday night... She would have about 2-4 a day still not
  lasting more than a minute or really taking her out much. We changed things
  over those days and even though her irritability is still heightened and she is
  having major fits or agitation. It was very much improved today only a few
  episodes that ended easier and more calmly. We see that as a good step along
  with no seizures. We have really been doing research and working with Kiwi in
  how much she can handle to get her up to the maximum of her protocols also with
  the changes and additions we made because of the seizures. We are scheduled for
  a MRI Wednesday. Tuesday night the last night of her seizure was pretty crazy.
  We ended up using some ativan because she was having a major issue with
  agitation that lead to a seizure. Well I know I have mentioned this before but
  ativan causes insomnia in Kiwi. So giving this at 8pm meant a long night.
  Combining that with agitation we ended up being up until about 5 am with her
  trying everything from lavender essential oils chamomile tea turning the lights
  out and lighting candles tricks this and that nothing convinced her she wanted
  to go to bed and she was on the verge of a breakdown. So at 330 we decided to
  go to the hospital in fear the lack of sleep could cause a seizure. Well we
  drove up there and just about there she fell asleep, we drove around a little
  more to make sure it was the real deal and drove home to climb into bed at
  about 530. It was emotionally and physically difficult to say the least but we
  got through ti with love intentions and strong wills that we are going to heal
  our little girl no matter what we go through.
She seems to have a very
obsessive like issue. She gets her mind set on things and she can't shift it. I
mean she will ask for very out there things like driving in the middle of the
night to get something random like pretzels from the store. And it isn't like a
normal 3 year old tantrum I mean she will literally lose it for half an hour or
more until she gets it or falls asleep. And it is like she is some wild animal
in some hysterical mode. The neurologist has said that the placement of the
tumors could irritate a specific area that deals with this type of
processing..... We are looking to support her through this and suggestions that
could help manage this.
We have been making a lot of progress with finding
more information. We have been talking with parents who have been proactive in
alternative treatments with success. Granted I have the time I will be putting a
post up about more detailed info on the products we use for Kiwi and some other
therapies and resources we have been using. It may just come along with the
website change that we are doing. Please keep posted and keep sending the love.
It is making a difference......

 


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sandy montgomery
08/27/2011 14:32

Dear Britnee,

I think of you and what you're dealing with and so wish I could be there physically to give you love and emotional support - but hope you know that every day I hold you close to my heart with love and prayers. Your devotion to Kiwi and the research you've put into what you're dealing with and facing is commendable - you're my hero. Hugs and kisses to Kiwi and Faun - they are precious!

Love,
Sandy

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Heather
08/27/2011 18:31

My heart is sending loving energy your way. I have just entered your life and story about five days ago....I am inspired by your strength and dedication. Kiwi is so blessed to have you as her parents. My positive thoughts,emotions,and prayers are coming your way.....peace and love.

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Dottie
08/27/2011 22:17

Here is a blog on another little boy we are praying for. Thought it might bring you some hope. He is doing great! We will continue to pray....

http://prayersfordale.blogspot.com/2011/08/prayers-for-dale.html

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Debbie Olson
09/01/2011 14:24

I think of you all often ,knowing that you are
surrounded by a love that knows no bounds.
Jaydee knows how to reach me if there is anything
I can ever do to help out in any way. Peace , and
hopefully you can get some good sleep. I say that
because I know how sleep deprivation can get you
down.

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